cheery Berry...

Assalamualaikum... :)

Today, i went to Gadong for Sungkai with my classmates and watched movies together. This is my first outing with my college mates after 8 months of knowing each other. All I can say, I am happy with it. Tho I feel the time was too limited. I wish to spend the whole day with P.A. *winks* opppss! Anyway, I enjoyed today's outing. I often wonder, how to be a proactive lady so that people will never get bored with me. haha :D any suggestions ? huuhuu. 

One thing that I adored today was the movie itself was quite interesting. Its action, love, as well as comedy movie. I think I want to watch a comedy  of Pua Chu Kang Movie haha. Cus I simply wana laugh out with the world. huhu :p The scene that attracted me in the "city under seige" was when angel mentioned that... love is when you are care and miss each other.. and so so..(I forget the wordings)to the bad character of Chu, (the monster :p). Im touch by it. Overall its a good action movie.. I don't complain a... ^.^ I think one happy moment as well is when the song of Cinta Kita played when i was hangin' around at Jaya, to waste my beloved time. :)

Allright Love, see you again. xoxo

I feel I dont wanna go home....cus something stuck in heart at the moment. School will be coming very soon. The time will become too limited and I wish to spend my time with P.A just a day together... 

Lazy day!

Dearest, Assalamualaikum... Wah today is a very tiring day! Im so sleepy.. And its raining?? The weather was quite cold and mellow... *winks to P.A* Today, I had training from 9 till 11 am. And it was about our new process for staff appraisal. *Kroohh* My eyes was sleepy n probably will gonna sleep. haha :p The things that I learnt in the training was almost the same that I learnt in my Management and Accounting Subject. Which I kindda clear and understand the terms given. Well, nda jua sia2 study Business Admin ani..sesuai dgn my present work.

So at 11.30 tadi I went to post office to take my parcel that just arrived on Monday. Its my Raya Shoes. hehe. I bought it from ebay. It was kindda cute. Im loving it. Hmm, but my Baju Raya is not yet siap. I did not send it too the seamstress bcos I tot mum could done it for me. My mom can be considered one actually. She can sew. That's why.. It seems that, my baju nda siap, and pakai baju lama th tu..sigh. Mom is quite busy nowadays. And talking about raya, my raya this time is very simple. hmm..but hopefully it will be beautiful and memorable. InsyAllah.. :) I ordered kueh-mueh n cakes dh from my colleguesss. huhu banyak sss ah? They approaches me to order, what can I say more...terima je lah.. tapi belum lh banyak..sikit2 dulu.. Nanti lagi bali.. 

If raya comes I should be very happy though. But this few years It wouldnt be happy cus of my schooling. All the money goes to school.. and when raya comes, so much expenses to spend. now...im *headache* oh how i wish my salary goes up now! My mom was waiting for it..I should be receiving my new salary this few months ago but due to this new procedure for staff performance appraisal, it had been postponed. Ohh, betapa bersabar nya aku buat masani.. :') If I were to have the new promoted salary now, life would be easier.. but all in all Twakkal je lah.. Mungkin Allah menginginkan yng lebih baik...siapa yg tau kn.. :)

It's a Holiday..

Hey, Guess what? It's a holiday after a week of sleepless nite OF my examination.. :) To tell the truth, my exam was really worse.. But Tawakkal saja lah... Mudah2an ianya berpihak kpd ku... amiiinn

Today is the best day, even so everyday.. Just to share some of my happiness with you guys.. This morning I started my day by simply being kind to the people surrounds me. It doesnt mean that Im not kind all this while. And one more thing, not that I realised that People are missing me if Im not around. This proves that my friends either my besties and my collegues comments on my FB saying that they missed me.. Hee ^^, as i said in my twitter, its just cute when people was missing me. ;) So, this morning was really busy...so many things to do. But so lucky that my boss was not around for few times in office due to meetings! hee I take for granted that I try to complete it by today! And yeay i did. :) When i mingle around the office at 5th floor to send my documents. I be kind to them, just by listening what they said other than the major question being asked, that is of answering their question on my exams. I wonder how can people knew that I am taking leave for exam. Well I did inform certain people..but they still knew it. Basically life in the office was quite fine today! I tried to make monday blues to yellows and violet. :D

Well maybe because Im happy. Happy for what nad ? I can't describe it.. but that feeling of contentment is just undescrib-able. How i wish it will last longer. I dont wana to expect a thing. I will let it flow... But I pray if this happiness will be my true happiness. :') I used to suffer so much. :'/ So now, i just need a chance.. A chance to be loved and cared. :'s

Hey guess what? when i read newspaper today...there was a competition currently being held and the closing date will be 30th Nov 2010. It is an essay competition. Grouped into 3 categories. 1) Open to Primary School 2) Secondary School and 3) public.. hmm..interesting. and definitely interesting prizes to be won. I want to join.. hehe kalau pun kalah Im still be considered as a participated contestant. if I do not win, at least i did tried! hehe ^^. The title is about "Brunei Darussalam & the challenge of globalisation." 600 - 800 words. Its not that much. If i can do a>2000 words of an assignment, why not this time? hee :o) You can visit the webie at Brunei Times' Website to know more.

Okay! that's all. As for my examination.. If i did not get it pun, I will try again..I was thinking to take another exam, even so the result was not out yet. And guess when did I thought of this? As soon as my exam on that day finished. huhu Well, i did told you that I am not satified with if. So, there's a posibility in either getting or not getting it. but all in all I pray for gOOd! :) Tawakaltu 'Allaulah...La haula wa la Quata illabillahil 'ali'il a'aziim. :)

Last but not least. I know 'Prince Adrian' will read this. Thanks to you! for what ? for everything... :) especially for making me smile back again.. I feel safe to know you. *cheers*

I left you with a motivational story of Derek Redmon, Derek Anthony Redmond (born 3 September 1965, in Bletchley, Buckinghamshire, England) is a retired British athlete. During his career, he held the British record for the 400 metres sprint, and won gold medals in the 4x400 metres relay at the World Championships, European Championships and Commonwealth Games.

However his career was blighted by a series of injuries, and he is best remembered for his performance at the 1992 Olympic Games in Barcelona where he tore his hamstring in the 400 metres semi-final but fought through the pain and, with assistance from his father, managed to complete a full lap of the track as the crowd gave him a standing ovation. The incident has become a well-remembered moment in Olympic history, having been the subject of one of the International Olympic Committee's 'Celebrate Humanity' videos and been used in advertisements by Visa as an illustration of the Olympic spirit and featured in Nike's "Courage" commercials in 2008.

I suggest you watch this inspiring video.. Please do watch!! I beg you... It brought me into tears. And it did inspired me !!

Love, xoxo

Chips more, Life more...

Assalam. Aloha...

There's no such words 'lifeless' in the dictionary of my life. People who live their life without purpose is meaningless. Its useless to live a beautiful given life.. For me, to find the purpose of life is easy. Live your life to the fullest. Make it magical, meaningful and memorable. There are so much things to be learned, to be discovered, to be experienced, to be appreciated!

We shouldn't be expecting things to come in to our life by itself or coincidentally. We are the one who is responsible with our life. We are the creator to ourselves. So, we have to make it tremendously gorgeous! I know, Allah have created it and it was written in the Luh Mahfuz on what our life will be. But, Allah S.W.T have also mentioned that we can change our fate, tho it was initially written in the Luh Mahfuz. This shows that we have the chance and are able to make it happen, no one else can. So, appreciate your life. Live life to the fullest no matter what.

I know, at the moment I am busy with my examinations, which coming so soon. And I know I have no time to blog, but i make myself available, i make time for it. I have the choice to choose. So, this is my choice. Talking about life nowadays, I can feel the commitment of being a working students is not easy. Being an employee of rbts, doing routine work from monday til friday. And it continues being a part time Rasamas worker and having class in the evening. Its all not so easy doing a 3 in 1 task. Very often people I have met, asked with sympahty, why did you do all this? I can only told them that this is for the sake of my future. I have to earn money but at the same time I need to further my study. I care less of what people will perceived. But this is my choice! And I decided to do it. As long as I am happy and I committed to it. This is the dream I have been waiting. I know it will come to me ONE DAY. Yes, one day!

Step by step. It'll come. But I never forget to praise to Allah the Almighty, who have given me the strength mentally and phisically, though at times I may feel very exhausted and all of my energy was drained. But I still maintain with it, for me there is no excuses! I have to do it.. Hopefully, this coming exam will be fine, as fine as the last term examinations. Amiiiiiinnn.. InsyaAllah. Thanks to you guys outhere who always supported and pray for my success.

RBTS Ladies Luncheon @ Charcoal
16th June 2010


Intan's & Izham's Wedding Day
9th July 2010


Abi's Birthday.
10th July 2010


Power Walk 2010
Starts at Kg. Sengkurong, End at PTE Katok.
18th July 2010


RBTS Charity Fun Day With K.A.C.A
25th July 2010

Add more chips to your life. And it will tremendously scruptious! Well, do not consider chips ahoy or chips more cus it's all have different taste. So experience that difference. It is so beautiful and nyummy! xoxo,

Sweet July :)

Aloha. I just went back from HAWAII.. haha no lah jk. My weekend went pretty FUN!! There is so many things to be shared. But lets just say I am really having FUN. Its just a very super fantastic!.. So great to come back H.O.M.E. Glad to meet my mates and new mates.

All in all, If you want to be happy... JUST BE!!

Visits to the Old Folk Homes in Seria

I have more of this picture, you can see from my Facebook.

My CV 4 Classmates Ladiess

From Brunei:

Jasmine, Adeq, Winnie, Ivy, Cath, Freda & Ai Ming

From Singapore:

Ai Ling

From Malaysia:

Monica

With the Super 10's

Ivy, Goh, Azeim, Dr. Amton, Dave

With the Super Family

Jasmine, A.J, Kaler & Kashing

With The Men

Jag (Malaysia), Terrence (Brunei) & Yarab (Bhutan)

My Twins, another 14th September Girl.

Catherine

Love you. XoXo

hiatus.

Salam.

Yes I am... :) Meet you guys when there's another updates... Imma so busy women now... 3 in 1 task. Superwomen, I am !! :D

Love you, xoxo.

Summit of the mountain, I'll conquer you!! Just wait for me.... :)

Yeay!!

First and foremost, ALHAMDULILLAH!~~ all I can say, the JOY in my heart. Im sooo happy... :) My result was released last night. I was at Alliance Francaise, watching a french movie with my collegue, Ali. Once the movie finished, I opened my FB and biah, my classmate text me through FB msg. She toId me that I managed to get double 'B' hehe :D for both economics & bizz comm. Alhamdulillah~~~~ :)))

I am so thankful to Allah. I am so thankful to myself, to my mother especially..I make her happy again and again... To my collegues especially IVY who always supported me all the time, she owes me treat hehe :D my boss Puan Hjh, and all!~ and also my lecturess~~ yeah.. haha I dun care about anything else, as long as i am happy! that's it, i know that happiness attract more happiness. believe me.. :))) When u r happy, u can do anything u want... :) AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

Love you... xoxo,

Seize every moments...

Salam All. GUess what I have been doing this weekend? Just a small gathering with my Sunshine school classmates. Well, this is the second re-union. So glad We could make it again. For the 3rd gathering I would probably could not join. Because starting this weekend, I'll be working at RasaMas Restaurant as a part-time worker, Saturday and Sunday. Although it is only for Sturday and Sunday, it is still tough for me. And there will be no weekend for me. Sigh. For some, they salute to me cus I have the courage to do all this stuff. I take this decision because I wanted to. And definitely I Have to!.

There was once, when I listened to Pelangi FM, DJ Zati mentioned about a 'successful' person is a person who never waste time, whom always taken up every opportunity that passes. Always finding a solution to any problem. Not only just letting our hardship be as it is. We, ourselves should be responsible to what god had given us. An example given was taking up part-time job. Which I am touched by her saying. Because by taking up part-time job, new experience will lead us to the path of success. No, I mean..what Zati trying to say is, all those experiences we have had in our live is not a waste, its one way, on what determined our success. By experiences, we tend to be more mature in all the things done.. Therefore, the conclusion is, take up every opportunity that pass by in our life, and this opportunity will lead its way to a new experience gained. And at the end of the day, success awaits us at the summit of the mountain. InsyAllah... :)

Anyhoos, below were the some of the pictures and video taken during the 'JALAN MUZIK' event.. So glad that I am part of the 'Jalan Muzik'. Cus it gives me an experience to be a volunteer, especially by helping Alliance Francaise's event. It was really a success! Am i a member? hehe Not yet, but one day I will....

I never missed to take pictures.. hehe

This is the video recorded during the event. It was courtesy of Newzelena. Thanks NEW!~

Lotsa Love, xoxo.

Weekend with toasties....

DISTRICT 51, 17th Annual Convention, MIRI
held at Imperial Hotel
on 21st May - 23rd May 2010

INSTALLATION & AWARD BANQUET
(Theme: Black & White)






Brunei Speakers' Club with the Division Governor


My Handsome Man!~ Love em' til bit.. :)


My Beautiful Ladies... Love you more than the man.. :D


Me & Intaniz :)



With the beloved Brunei Speakers' Club Toasties...







WELCOME NIGHT
(Theme: Denim Night)


I Love this picture the most! *wink*

Love you guys as usual... xoxo

S.I.M.P.L.E but complicated...

Salam. There’s a friend of mine who loves to complaint. She is actually a good person, very kind at times. But always feel discontented and shall I say, everything is not right in her eyes. I can see it from her point of view. Cus she always complaint. I am not humiliating her or what; It’s just that I am aware of this thing that happens around me. Vice versa, for me although I am not satisfied with a few lil things, when I reflect back everything in this world is not perfect right?. To make you clear of what I am trying to say… lets just take an easy example.

Person A (discontented person) “Ohh, this company’s services is really worse, they should have fax for the ease of their customer, or they should email us, but unfortunately they also don’t have scan for them to email to us” (Make it with an angry mode)

Person B (ME) If I were in her position, to make life simple and easier, I would have only take things as easy as ABC, I will just go to that place and take it. SIMPLE. I am much more comfortable to asked more from them, rather than just putting more emotional state in a way, keeping all those anger inside us. Right? Don’t you agree? Well people have their own perceptions! I have my own too. But in this small case, why you have to make life’s complicated? Common lah? We have to be grateful in everything we do. Don’t just take thing for granted. Be realistic and open-minded.

In a way, a complainer doesn’t always feel grateful. There are lots out there, who doesn’t have houseor shelter to rely on, not enough food to eat etc. Why don’t you just feel grateful?? For me I appreciate all what Allah has given to me.

At home my washing machine was broken, what can I do? It’s a matter of choice, whether I have to moan to the washing machine because it makes my life difficult OR save money to fix it or buy a new one OR simply, just wash it manually. Right? It all happened for a reason, My washing machine broke down because it want me to remember that there are more unfortunate people out there who doesn’t have what I have and there is nothing to be ashamed of or sad of..

Keep things simple as possible, so you don’t have to be stress over those entire lil thing that appear in your life. We have to feel grateful & we are actually fortunate, because Allah has created us, for us to work hard to make life easier and not make it more difficult.

Orite? Take all the good things, leave the bad one. Love you guys! xoxo