HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011...

Azam Tahun Baru:
Simple je...
Ingin menjadi lebih berdisiplin untuk meraih cita-cita yang diimpikan.
^.^

It's Time to.....

Fly Off...

To the land of Jakarta...

See you soon...

I Love you & Miss you guys.....=')

Kittens.............

Please Im sorry... I just can't help to fall in love with kittens. I need one. My birthday wishlist... :s oh my oh my... how i wish i can only not stare to those kittens but touch them and love them.. aww... soooo cuteee. Im sorry that I have to steal this picture again from facebook. Im sorry cos I love them..........

How adorable.. so adorable.... :'s

Dear All, tomorrow is my last day I am in Brunei before going for vacation. Its been a very long2 time I havent go back to Jakarta. So this is it. This is the time... Semoga perjalanan kami lancar aminnn.... InsyAllah... =)

Love and hugs,

sad mode 'on'.

Life is hard. Today was terribly a bad day. As if the world turns upside down. I Was so down. And losing the hope. Today, Im fasting for Hari Asyura. But there was so many thing that slap me on my face.

Can I just pretend to be happy?

Dilema Cinta Dua Hati.

Salam Cinta... Salam Wahai Dunia... Salam Buat Semua...

Today, a calm bright sunny day. It was a coincidence last night that I saw a Afgan's new song of "CInta Dua Hati" OST Dilema Cinta Dua Hati. Sinopsis ceritanya...

Berawal dari kisah Jane (Olivia lubis Jensen) yang sedang berjuang melawan kanker pankreas tetapi tetap memiliki obsesi besar agar bisa mencintai dan dicintai oleh penyanyi idolanya, Alfa (Afgansyahreza). Lewat campur tangan kakeknya, Bhakti Hassan (Deddy Mizwar), yang seorang konglomerat, Jane akhirnya bisa masuk dalam kehidupan Alfa. Hanya saja Alfa telah memiliki kekasih yang bernama Laras (Tika Putri).

Trailer "Dilema Cinta Dua Hati"

Entah dari sudut apa yang membuatku amat tersentuh oleh lagu dan cerita nya... Personally saying, this story tells alot of my personal Love story. Im so touched by it where Alfa (Afgan) was firstly in love with Laras (Tika Putri) and suddenly came Jane (Olivia) in their Life.

On one side, I believe that I am at Laras position where she let Alfa love Jane because she saw a love on jane's eyes for Alfa. And coincidentally Jane is sick suffer from cancer. Which makes Laras try to be "Ikhlas" Although from the beginning she knows the risk of loving Alfa.

But the other side, I am also in Jane's side where Jane was the second love of Alfa. And I knew that Alfa is also loving Jane in return. THat is the part where I am touched by it. Looking at Alfa who loves both of them so much makes me like crying so much.

For Prince Adrian. If you ever saw My writtings today...Please do take care of her very much... I dont deserve this happiness, She deserve more than I do.

VIDEO CLIP "CINTA DUA HATI" - AFGAN

Hayati cerita nie... :'\ :'| :')

Aku Ikhlas meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu,

Simah's Solemnisation...

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

SIMAH & KHAIROL

*Picture courtesy of Meinz Jurugambar*

Bahagianya ku lihat simah bahagia... Semoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu Simah...

Smoga persahabatan kita kekal abadi jua...

I miss the moment of MD with you especially during PS 3 at dining hall with dyah, ezan, munie, far, shidah, tiqah... and all... i miss the moments. And now you are married already... :') how fast times flew. Happy Always Simah.... =')

Serene.

I am in need of this calmness...

Im sorry I steal this pix from my Fren's fb heehe

Can I request to go to Loughborough? haha to meet the swan there. huhu.. So loving the beautiful place. I wana go to somewhere beautiful..... and live there. :')

Love,

monotonous. peanut butter. cheezy milk. soya sauce!

Lol. Im lacking of title actually. arghh...so bored and lonely. i am now. Shouldn't my life is full of butterfly? Anyway, I decided to write something tonite, becos i feel i wanna write.

Today, hmm... i really have no mood to do things. indescribable feeling i have. But lucky thing that I made my boss happy. she even text me that she's happy and give me a small reward. I was wondering...what did i do? I was only meeting her expectation that's all. What she want, I try my best to do n complete it. No complain. Well, maybe thats the reward for patient. sigh. I was again reflecting my life back. Don't you think my life is the other way round? Aren't me supposed to be happy to myself? Instead, I make people happy? I know rite there's a saying, you make people happy first than you get yours. You give others first than you'll received more. Was like....ouww well... lets must be patient again.

Kita buat orang bahagia, tapi diri kita merana? Today, really... my mood turns down.. I feel everything changes. Why life always treat me unfairly~ I want to cry but i can't. i want to run but I can't. I want to kill myself but ofc ourse definitely im still sane ok. hmm...

Few days back we had our RBTS summer camp. It was a success for the committee and of course RBTS. I guess people are having fun among themselves.. The married bring their family and spouses, The engaged bring their fiancee, The couples bring their own partner. And for me who are single, I bring myself. Mum n Abi don't wana join in. And again I'm alone.

Tho it was a success, at one point, some of Rbts-ians were having food poisoning,including myself. The day when there's a public holiday which is on tuesday. I had a teribble stomach ache. But I am yet to go to the toilet. But when wednesday came, it turns out to be diarrhea. Today, it was recovering. Some of my colleagues are taking MC. "Lucky them". huhu. Wow for me it was like a disaster for rbts when the people get sick almost everyone. haha Cali plg rasaku smua urg beria2.. haha :D anyway...i cant blame the committee. maybe the catterer didnt make the food properly. Only ALLAH's know.

Last sunday evening, I've watch movie with Ali and afy plus his brothers. On my way there, I was thinking isnt it good we watch movie with our love ones. aiya~ I know I shouldn't think about it tho. but it was suddenly there. The feeling. Coincidently lagi my ticket labih dua. haiyaa~ susah lor ini macam..

Anyways... Exam was almost over. Last paper gona be this saturday. ANd Im still stuck with my fb and blog! huuu~~ what happened to nadia???? I did my best. Quite dissapointed when my boss asked me how's my exam. Cus I answered it was quite hard. And she said.. "nda kan smua payah?" well, only Allah knows. Sabar nad... I feel tercabar jua lah dgn ckpnya atuh..hmm.

Umph. last monday i went to Khai's house at Telanai. Her daddy's birthday. Happy Birthday Uncle Malik!!

Uncle Malik in the Middle with grey shirt with yayah's UBD mates, a cousin n guitars.

Talking about my best friends now, I have just realised one thing. Tho Imma quite person (I know Im not with certain) haha :D okay.. i mean my point is.. Now that I realised that Im close with their families as well.. Let see..Munirah, I think Im closed with the entire family. Well, we always be together before..thats the reason. Khairiah. also the entire fams, as well as tiqah, dyah, ezan n rosdiah. Syami not really that close... maybe the connection with them get me more closer with them. well, knowing them is my pleasure. Kalau dikata I am a guy mengkali, boleh jadi menantu kali eh. Some of them we know them well, including dad and momnya. ohh well, so lucky they are gurls haha :D

Talking nonsense lagi c adriana puteri ani. Nada orang sudi dgr cerita, i cerita with blog saja lah... hee

Life, i will get you busy so that you will not feel lonely and boring after this examination is over. i promise... hmm so sad!!!!! i feel downn....

Love,

Fortunate stroke of Serendipity....

Salam...

"One step at a time....."

Oww aww~ singing this song.... lalala~ We live and we learn to take one step at a time... And that's how life is.. Rockin my own world in the middle of the night. huhu. Im finishing my mind maping soon. Its almost done. I dont care anymorrreee~~~~ I want to live my life to the fullest!!! Arghhh~~~ I want to enjoy and enjoy my short period of Youngster! Besides, I need to pursue my dreams.

Anyways, Since my last post... I have been missing something. I mean posting something!. Okay lets Start~ Last wednesday i went for Badminton-ing with my colleagues. and I really had a teribble muscle ache. I played with all my heart and energy. Its been a while I left it out.

Last weekend, didnt do much thing except doing some revision for exam and facebook-ing.. Im sorry. Facebook no more soon.. I promise! huhu :p I can't help to fall in love with fb... *eyes drools* hhuuhuu :p anyways I know my updates this time is nothing! But I have something special and good news to share.

It was when my brother get a chance to received an outstanding academical performance awards in year 9 Aspirasi for the year 2010. Congratulation ABI.... Thanks for making your parents proud of you. I guess HJL's son's the first and the last is a brilliant child. After knowing my big bro was the Acting CEO of one of the govt agency in MOF and my lil bro emerging in his academic performance. I know Allah is Fair though sometimes life says not. It's all Allah's will... All I have to do is just pray that more and more good things happened.

I was deliberately happy and the fortunate stroke of serendipity just drop by to mum's heart today. Mungkin inilah kebahagiaan ibuku setelah lama menderita... Alhamdulillah syukur kepada Allah yang maha berkuasa di atas segala2nya... Jazakumullah Hairon Kathira... Segala sesuatu yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Walau Abi didnt managed to get a chance to be promoted to Express class. But still he BEAT his friends who get the express class by getting 1st place in academic performance among the rest of his year 9 friends specifically the no.2 & 3 ers... I know its weird and not fair for us, as his friends only managed to get 70+ above while Abi get all 80+ "except" Maths 65. If only 5 marks was given....he deserved to get express. Sigh. Sabar saja lah sayang~ You have other chances.... Im soo sad cus I know he is so depressed... i can feel it. During his PRS exam, he was dreaming to get chance to enter Maktab Sains, unfortunately he only get 4a 1b. Almost!~ argh.. almostt!! This time round he almost get express!! Almost??? hmm.... Allah knows better... I know. THere must be something best for him one day!. InsyAllah...

Well, I asked him... "what do you want?" I'll give you. Unexpectedly he only smile. Smile? what can I give you if you only give me smile dear? huhu And suddenly mum said... Laptop. "Ia mau laptop tu"... "Mana ada" abi said. He pretending... ohh, this kid only love to smile since he was a baby... mum told me a story yesterday... "Abi atu darinya lahir smpai sekarang...senyum saja pandainya... "Penghibur hati mama eh..." (Sayu plg hatiku mendgr cerita mama tu) "Nda tau nya...sudah basar menyanangkan hati mama..." mum said (My heart was crying cus I know what mum trying to say...and what it really means...) I have nothing to say... Alhamdulillah...... =')

Hari ani jua result management 1 P.Test and Assignment keluar. For P.A information jua... your result was almost the same w/me I beat you by 2 marks for assignment. 91 and 93. Test sama 31. hehe. Alhamdulillah nda jua teruk sangat, Average. Marketing pun Alhamdulillah. Awaiting Accounting saja lagi. Aritu pun miss bagitau mock test only 3 ppl pass including me. Alhamdulillah again... =) Now... exam saja lagi.... the war will begin soon......

Overall..... I just pray more and more good things happen.... Amiiinnnn~

Allah maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang.... maha adil lagi bijaksana.....

Allah pasti memberikan pelangi.... pasti....

Love,

Apa-apa saja!

Salam

Alhamdulillah I feel relieved after doing something. Was so weak today, no mood at all... bekurung dibilik saja nda keluar2. berperap dlam bilik and depan laptop atu saja yang di buat. Baik jua assignment sdh antar. Alhamdulillah hari isnin menunggu miss princess saja lagi. Katanya ia emergency leave smpai saturday, and she couldnt go to school. It's ok I said to ms princess in my msg. But I remind her "but not to deduct our marks becos of late submission" hehe did i just say that to miss? sory miss nda sengaja, tekiding-tekiding saja.

Ok malam ani I will continue reading my novel titled "Izinkan ku bahagia" by Leya Myra. I bought this masa jalan2 with amy last few days di giant while waiting for amy window shopping to the nearby shop. All of sudden titlenya menarik perhatian ku.. Bila dibaca kisahnya almost the same with me. And that may be the reason why. Nda mau cerita about it here lah.. kalau mau beli n baca sendiri.. hehe Tapi Peran watak utamanya kelurusan "Nadya" jua but with 'Y' Kalau saya pakai 'I' saja - Nadia. hehe :D Kelurusan je tu...

This monday I will not be working cos I choose to attend training di empire. Baik jua cuti approved by boss! padahal last minute tu. Anyway Free kali bukannya bebayar sapa na mau pergi, tapi makanan jgn hairan bayar sendiri $55 bh! alahai~ Nda apalah sudah register jua... But I hope it's going to be fun, I'll be meeting all the CV graduates in Brunei including myself lah tu...nda sangka graduate jua ku dari CV. Dulu punyalah pyh2 kn register Core Value Training dari my company... Alhamdulillah lah. Lagipun this training is about leadership training. Nda rugi lah... ^.^ InsyAllah mudah2an beguna.

What else? Oh.. hari ani Shimah datang kerumah. Membagi apanah? Terkejut lah ku tiba2 ia dtg. Katanya ia membagi jemputan... sblm sempat ia bagi tau yang ia kan kawin, I was the first one teasing. Siapa kawin? kau? hehe katanya 'au aku kawin' haha punyalah saya terkejut mendengar. belumpatan wah ku sma simah. Nda percaya lah si kecik molek atu kn kawin yatah membagi tekajut... Kalau mendengar rakan sebaya kawin, mcm nda percaya rasanya...bnrkh aku dh dewasa? Atau aku berada di alam khayalan? huhu ahh~ sudahlah... my turn lama lagi tu... menunggu yang sudi saja lagi. :s

Talking about yesterday's smpai ari nie aku nada mood kn makan sbnrnya. ani pun bekurung dlm bilik dari pagi smpai mlm. Kalau dah susah hati ceman kn makan. Badan ku plg yang makan hati. Kmarin kan jumpa doctor pasal vomit saja nda pandai beranti. Its a normal thing if Im in sad i will vomit. Tapi takut jua jumpa duktur takut ia 'lain' paham.. krg ucapnya aku berisi plg, mcm lah aku dh kawin. apela~ Ampit ku tu sekali di hospital rimba, ia bagi aku cek urine. haissyy~ ada2 saja! Urang gastrict ia fikir atu plg.. Kmarin atu tutup tia jua clinic ari jumat ptg. Lain yang dihajat lain plg yg dibali. Membali printer jua ku tu kemarin ah pasal ms mahirah called. isyh!

At least Im done!~ aha... Aku rindu diriku yang dulu ceria lah... hmm kalau dulu assignment status pun buat disini.. hehe *Blushing* anyway I just can't wait for end of december... Lalala~ InsyAllah mudahan nada papa halangan... amiinn :) hush hush!~ hehe :o)

Love and Hugs,