Alhamdulillah.

Salam. Last Monday the Result was out... I was a lil bit too shocked to know the outcome.

It was almost 'Lunch Hour' that I have the instinct to call Mr. Reji, my lecturer. So, I did called him to ask if the result was already out or not. I am so fortunate that it was actually.

So, w/o wasting my time.. I asked him what did I get?? Innocently answering my question.. "You failed again" he said and I was terribly shocked! "you sure? AGAIN? Please dont lied to me sir!!" with my voice a lil bit dissapointed... Then he answered "I was just joking, you got 'A', and Thank You for getting an A for me. You should bring me food for it".

And I was speechless and suddenly the tears fall apart!... Without I wanting it to happened, I suddenly fall to the ground and my colleagues was a bit terrified with what had just happened. They thought I was receiving a bad news. I dont care what had just happened.. And at the end of the conversation, I directly said Thanks So Much to Mr Reji for my result..

My colleagues was still wondering.. what had happened. I said I got an A for my exam. They were shocked and said "You were crying because you got an A?" I simply said "Yes, I did" and they congratulate me for that.

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Alhamdulillah Ya Allah... Allah gave me another unexpected happiness... :) But yet I am still awaiting one more subject, my Management. I stucked with my management again. So the overall result was 1 A's, 4 B's and 2 C's. Alhamdulillah.......... Syukran ya Allah...........


Next I am looking forward for my Graduation Next Year! I just can't wait to wear a graduation robe.... :') And officially to be an International Diploma in Business Admin Holder.

Mr Reji informed me that I can skip my HNC and HND year and directly go pursue my degree at Cosmo. The first intake will be September 2012. Registration open in January 2012.. I was soo happy to hear that.... A great good news indeed! :)

Alhamdulillah... May Allah blessed all of us.

Never say never! Never give up... Keep moving though you move slow and steady but keep your consistency. InsyAllah Allah will give the way~

Lotsa Love,

Life must go on...

Assalamualaikum Wr Wb,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin to All my beloved families and friends who are somewhere out there in this world. This year of Hari Raya was well prepared. I have managed to cut my budget on an unnecessary spending. But to tell the truth I have 6 set of Hari Raya Baju. But luckily I get it done way before Hari Raya comes in, even before Ramadhan. This was so because of the lesson learnt last year where everything was last minute. I am just so happy about that improvement. The second thing was that, in terms of budget wise - if everything to pay in one go, all my salary will definitely broke down. LoL.

In terms of my study, I Have just finished my final subject last term. Im awaiting my result for this upcoming 16 days left. Last Monday, I met Mr. Reji with regards to my subject to be taken this term (September) as I decided to continue to my 2nd year. Time flew very fast, I dont realised that my 1st year has gone through. Been through the ups and downs. But so far, Alhamdulillah. Managed to study different interesting subjects. This term, ill be continuing my study to my second year which is International Advance Diploma (IAD) which is equivalent to Higher National Certificate (HNC) in Business Administration. I may take only one subject this semester because CCCT only offer 2 subjects which is Business Law(BL) & Quantitative Method(QM) this term. Unfortunately, The class for QM is on Friday from 3pm to 6pm which I will not be able to attend due to work commitment. My first class of the week was conducted yesterday - wednesday, 7th September 2011. Only 2 people attended the class, the rest was still missing! So Lucky ME! haha I can concentrate more on this very difficult yet interesting subject.. Law is out of my boundary. But somewhat I am starting to like it but I have catch up with Law Jargon starting from now! :D

Anyhoos, with regards to my French Class, AF called me yesterday about my class. She asked me either I want to continue this coming term or next term. As I think back, If I continue on the next term, I will tend to forgot the lesson, as French is not easy - it does required intensive study in order to understand the grammar, the verb to be, the verb to have, to familiarize more masculine and feminine word, etc.. etc.. InsyAllah, if time permits I decided to continue.

Talking about my activities this year, I have done so many things this year. I think it was my year Full of activities. From Work to my study. BRIDEX, my BA course, my french classes, business and rasamas. I think I am half way trough my dreams. But Distractions along the way doesn't bother me. People who just knew me this year may say... "Semua jua kau buat ani..., nda ko ngalih kah?" I have no specific answer to that. If I were to say I am tired, Yes I am tremendously tired! But My dream is still my dream, as long as I know how to handle everything, it should be fine right? Divide my time accordingly and spent my time wisely. People often underestimate me with what I have done. But it does not matter, as long as I still know who I am in this world and everything I do is for the sake of my family and myself.

I have so many things to achieve, While I'm still young and can effort to earn money, I will continue/pursue my studies no matter in what field I intend to do. Let me just tell you a bit of everything I've done:

1. Involved with BRIDEX - To gain more experience (to be out of my comfort zone)

2. Involved with Online business - To earn more income & to study how to manage business and finance matter.

3. Working with Rasamas - Initially before I was confirm my promotion as A.E to Deputy Chief Executive (aka P.A) and I did business, I work here because to earn more income as I decided to pursue my study. My school fees is way too expensive for me. Which therefore it make me do so. It has been one year plus working with rasamas and at one time I decided to resign but My boss told me to think twice. And finally I feel like continuing so I did.

4. French classes - To get additional knowledge. Tho some may underestimate me in this matter. I will still pursue it no matter what.

5. Last but not least my IADBA - This is the qualification that will determine my work in the future.

It's up to you to precepts me in everything I done. I just be my authentic self - it's my only opportunity, fully utilizing my youth, isn't this what the government wanted to see - an active youth who are independent and active. This is what I have been doing this year. So, I really need your pray and support. I will not disappoint all of you. InsyAllah..

Renungan bersama...

Tak selalu yg menarik tu baik,
Tak selalu yg hitam tu kotor,
Tak selalu yg berckp tu berani,
Tak selalu yg diam tu pengecut atau penakut....

Cuma kadang perlu jaga hati & perasaan org lain....

Dilemma.

Assalamualaikum Wr Wb.

Tak tahulah mengapa hati dan fikiran bercelaru pada ketika ini. September is so soon! My new Semester Term will start v.soon! I was thinking of quitting my Rasamas job. Because I really wanted to focus on my study. Next term ill be taking up my Higher National certificate (Which also equivalent to International Advance Diploma).

If I were to quit, I need money to pay my school fees and exam fees. Studying under private college is not easy. paying monthly fees of $450/month and exam fees 1 subject = $100. If i take 3 subject ill have to pay $300. In addition to that, M.o.E fees is $50. Added together of $350/SEMESTER TERM. (AND $450 every month).

People dont know how difficult it is to improve my standard of living. Studying and working at the same time. I work at Rasamas just to be paid $100/month and doing my side business earning profit by $300-400 per month. All of my money goes for my education, my brother's education and my mother's expenses, loans, etc. Intending to save money every month seems impossible for me. I am still fortunate that I am currently working with RBTS which literally reduces the burden.

But the problem now is how am I going to decide either to quit rasamas or not. The problem is I wanted to focus doing my assignments as I decided to take 3 module next semester. If I am still working with Rasamas, I would rarely have time to do the assignment. Whereas at the same time, I need money to pay all those expenses! Even a hundred counts!

Ya Allah.... aku bingung.... :s kalau saja aku mampu.... Namun aku bersyukur kerana Engkau telah memberikan ku jalan untuk bekerja di dua tempat, berbisnes dan belajar pada masa yang sama.. Akulah penanggung keluarga akulah juga penentu masa hadapanku.

Biarlah org mau berkata apa pada diri ini, yang penting pekerjaanku dan rezki yang kuberikan buat keluarga adalah suatu yang halal... InsyAllah.. 

Sharing some happy moment, I have just finished learning basic french at Alliance Fracaise de Brunei. Money earned, is also fully utilised for learning additional language too.

My writting today is to open your eyes. Not by mean of showing off, Who am I to show you off? I did everything with my own effort, Mind you that. I earned money in a Halal way, Never in my intention to get it in a wrong(Haram) way. I still stand on my Principe, to work sincerely and honestly. I know to define what is good and what is not.

May Allah gives us Hidayah more... amiin InsyAllah.

Jazakaullah hu Khoir. salam Ramadhan everyone =)

July Happenings...

Salam All,

Here I upload few happenings in my July 2011 for your updates!


BRIDEX 2011, Opening Ceremony






I'll upload more of this picture once I have time.
My visit to TU, Rimba - Meeting personally with the pilots :)


BRIDEX 2011 Welcoming Receptions



BRIDEX 2011 International Night


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French National Day, Vivre le France

PLAN B...

Salam...

Result was out unofficially. It will be announced officially by the 30th May 2011. Was informed by someone trusted! :)

As i posted a status on my facebook. "Comme ci Comme ça". which literally means 'so-so' or 'like this like that' in French. So, basically it means my result was 50-50. I managed to score my Principle of Management, it happened to be C. and Principle of Quantitative Method - RU. Reunit..Of all the subject that I have gone through this was the easiest one, yet i failed. And before this I even get the highest and 2nd highest during test in class.

This is where you dont expect things to happened the way you wanted it to be. But hey, I dont feel so down at this time. I am only left by 2 more subject. I dont mind to resit PQM, it should be fine.. At least I can try my best for the exam this semester.

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As for my work side, I am now 3 years in RBTS last 28th April 2011. I have been through the hard and happy times in my working years. I faced soo many challenges along the way. During my first year with RBTS and a fresh graduate College student, I have no experience at all.. But all of 'em are now worth it, though in some instance I set aside my study just for the sake of earning income for the family..

Finally now after being promoted to be the secretary to my Deputy CE, currently Acting CE brings me a lot of experience, I have been dealing with suppliers, clients.. local and overseas doing all those secretarial works, involved 'real-directly' with bridex, as my bos is also the Director for BRIDEX, etc etc... its a really a challenge, and there was one time that I felt that I have to raised a white flag as I was so tired dealing with bunch of work, soo stressed out.. But now I realised that this challenges has taught me a lot of things and it brought me deeper and I gaining more and more experience that all my friend probably dont have it atm.

So anyway... Now I have to face all those challenges, move on and try to adapt all those changes and challenges along the way to success. As many have said, Allah have a better plan for us. I will try to be happy, doing what I Love to do... Life will have to go on..

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Now, that my business is growing, many and many customer starting to come back and wanting more from Adriana Collections. I am so happy with it.

Its just that I know so many things in just so lil time, What I am worried now is BRIDEX is coming near and I also have to sit for my exam, assignment as well as my test. I think now i will have to take days off for 1 month again in June for Rasamas. like I did before.. to keep everything on track. I really have to.

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Well to wrap up the updates today as a reward to myself, I bought myself a Samsung Galaxy Tab GT P1000. Its easier than laptop where it is actually a hand-phone as well as an ebook reader, a web browser, and it has a lot of other amazing apps and games. It looks like an iPad but is much better than iPad. :) hehe Now I can do my works and learn french on the go! :p

FYI, My samsung galaxy tab, I bought dr hasil jerih payah ku selama 3 tahun bekerja di RBTS. Tambang free yang diberikan oleh RBTS aku gunakan untuk me-reward diriku sendiri dan untuk memotivasikanku untuk terus berjuang. Janganlah kalian semua salah menilainya. Bukan sekadar untuk suka-suka atau apa.

Your truly,

Lil' Updates!

Salam Semua....

Just a lil update!! Hehe Ive started my French class last 2 weeks ago. This week gona be my 3rd Class. It will be conducted until July Insyallah.. Whee... My favourite Language. Somehow Im fallin' in Love with French Language. Its Fun and much love.. haha

So anyway... This was the book with Audio CD, I bought from Amazon.com last 2 months ago. It just arrived on the 2nd week of my French Class. And I am so eagerly HAPPY! *ecstatic*

So, other than that... I am only left with one more subject to go for my International Diploma in Business Administrations (B.A) Course.. I decided to further my study to Degree in B.A as well in IGS College. But the requirement must be 2.0 GPA. which i need to achieved at least 1 A and 6 Bs and 1 Cs. Currently I have achieved 4 Bs n 1 Cs. And that means i need to score 1 A and 2 Bs more. I am still awaiting my last semester result.

This semester i am only left with 1 subject which is Management-1. This is the subject that I have to refer exam (RX) and I have to sit for the exam once again.. But its ok, I will never give up. Continue working Harder n smarter. I always have plan B to continue my journey.

My plan, if did not managed my targeted score marks, will continue my HNC on the next semester that is around August or September. Will be taking up 3 subject directly so I do not waste my time..

So I hope and pray all good things comes true.. Semoga Allah melancarkan segala usahaku.. Aminn Insyallah...

Selamat Hari Ibu Bunda...

Semoga Mama sentiasa berbahagia dunia dan akhirat...
Mama lah cinta sejatiku...

P/s: I said to mom: Ma, I LOVE YOU..
Mama said: I LOVE YOU TOO

hehe mama is cute!

Happy Mother's Day!! You are the prettiest mother in the world...

She is... The Single Women...

She might be the bravest woman I know.

She walks the unaccompanied path. She has her own back. She asks for no favors. Not an ounce of independence does she lack.

She has moments where she feels as though no one sees her. She feels them LOOK at her, but do they really SEE her? She gets catcalls when she walks down the street…yet she goes to bed alone.

She’s not afraid to change her mind…but petrified to change a tire. She makes her own decisions…but can’t make toast without burning it. Her idea of a three course meal is a Lean Cuisine. There are shoes in her cupboard where flour and sugar are supposed to be.

She’s sassy and feisty on the streets…but some nights her tears fall on empty sheets.

She has moments where she KNOWS she’s sexy…and moments where she doubts everything about herself.

She screws up…a lot. She stumbles and she falls. She gets it wrong as often as she gets it right. But she never gives up the fight.

She has bad hair days. She’ll buy a new dress at Target and pray it passes for something a little fancier. Some months she struggles to make her rent and her car payment in the same month. Because she bought too many shoes? Sometimes. But the only pair of designer shoes she has in her collection are a pair of Christian LaCroix that she got half off at a sidewalk sale.

Sometimes her friends let her down. They don’t always say the right things. And the elusive “One That Got Away”? She still can’t cut the strings.

She has moments of panic where she wonders if her Prince Charming got lost somewhere, or decided to settle instead for another less complicated, less stubborn, less independent princess. Sometimes she don’t know where she’s going until she gets there.

She hasn’t got it all figured out...far from it, in fact.

But she loves God and she loves to dance…and she’s her own “Better Half.”

The bravest woman I know?

She is the reason I do what I do.

She is The Single Woman.

She’s me…and she’s you.

Im happy with myself. I am the Lover of Life...

live your dream...

I Will....

Thanks Justin! :')