Wednesday 17 November 2010

Pengorbanan...

Assalamualaikum...

Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidiladha buat semua umat Islam diseluruh dunia... Hari Raya in Brunei falls on wednesday. and Im glad its on wednesday. As it is separated by two working days andafter another two working days it will be off days! hehe ^^

Just to share what happened at 2.40am last nite. I was really upset when I woke up I suddenly miss someone. And I dont know how to describe the feelings. It was so terrible that the tear falls. I really miss the moment together. I missed you fetch me at RM at the late nite, I missed to hangout with you at Bandar, I missed you call me until the dawn, chatting everyday after sahur, I missed us together beraya late nite at Kg. ayer after the rain stops, I missed to be with you in every second of my life. :'| All......it flashes back when I woke up in the middle of the nite. Within a short period of time Im so close with you... and more tears fall apart when reflecting back what happened in the past.

But all I can say...

Ya Allah, I miss him so much... Im sory for loving him...

and after a moment I suddenly i fall back to sleep with the tears accompanied...

Do you know how harsh love is? They give us happiness but at the same time they give us tears... But though the nature of love seems to be like that, people keep on looking for love as love cannot be separated between two human beings. Love always there no matter what.

All I can do now is berkorban... berkorban hati dan perasaan. I just want to show to the one I love that I am not an ego person. I sacrifice my all...time, heart, money, happiness for love. Though, it be worth it or not. At least I try... You have once asked me before, if you are willing to wait for me. And at that time I didn't answer quite well. Im still in doubtful. But now, I think you knew what my answer is...I'm ready for it. But somehow, I feel that you have change a bit, or probably you don't remember your saying before...

hmm anyway, Lets pray that we can settle this problem out the soonest the better, but not too rush. I will keep on praying and praying for good things!. InsyAllah... there will be a good return for me, just don't expect too much. I will just go with the flow... :')

Lotsa LOVE,

1 comments:

dyah said...

nadia.. insyAllah.. =')

 

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