a little happiness!

Dear Friends, Assalamualaikum...

My brother's result was out today. Alhamdulillah he will be in Year 10 Next Year.. But some of his result drop a bit. Below was the comparison of his Mid year exam and End of Year exam!

Some goes up and some goes down. was a bit worried for his A.Maths... I know its a lil bit hard and its a tough subject anyways!

So this afternoon I went to his school for Parents & Teacher's Meet (On behalf of Mom). This was my 2nd time. And I took the opportunity to meet his teachers.. Times only permits me to see his Computer Studies, Maths & A.Maths, Chemistry & English Teachers!

Most of them commented Abizar is a quite person. Hardly ask questions even with his classmates. Only for some close friends he will speak! All of his teachers that I met give a good comment. Its only Abizar need more practise on certain questions/subject.

The most touchable comment was given by his Maths & A. Maths teacher where she told me personally that Abizar had shown his effort in achieving his target and Abizar has "prove me wrong". She wasnt expected that Abizar can get a high and improved result from the first term exam until the final. She said he has the potential and he is brilliant...

My brother indirectly taught me this: 

The more life goes tougher & harder, the more we actually should appreciate life. 

His teacher told me that he is a different student amongst all of his friends. He knows his background & that makes him serious in his studies. Indeed this is a big realisation for me... The time when I heard this from his teacher, I feel like tears wana falls down and its a bit deep for me.

Unbelievably saying that, what Abizar done is so true! I envy him much... He is only 3 months old when dad passed away. He have no love from a father but he has gone this far and makes his dad and even his family proud of him... The reason I said he indirectly taught me this was because despite his sadness and pressure background but he managed to study well. Tho some of his subject drop a lil from C to D or even D to E. But I believe he can do it much better in the future!

If we think this deeply, It's quite true and logic when I say.... Most of well families, sometime they dont appreciate life much that they tend to neglect or dont care much of their studies. But for those who came from a different background tend to appreciate life more especially in terms of studies, this is so because they know this is an opportunity for them... This makes me think so...

Another suprises was from his English teacher. He told me that in every classwork and exercises given, he is like any other ordinary student. But when it comes to exams, he always surprises me with his brilliant ideas especially his composition.. 

Alhamdulillah... I really thanks to Allah for giving us this little happiness! I really wish him to be a successful Man. Success in his life dunia and akhirat... Amiin Insyallah.. :)

Till then...

KFC & Rasamas Annual Dinner

Assalam.

Dear Friends, I've attended KFC & Rasamas 19th Annual Dinner last Wednesday, 16th Nov 2011. It was awesome fun! This was my first time attending such events organize by KFC & Rasamas Management. Last year I didnt manage to join the annual dinner due to exams plus I was on long holidays, which therefore not able to attend and (indirectly wasn't informed about this... hehe)

So this time round, I was asked to join & make performance on behalf of Rasamas!

The event was held at The Goldstone Ballroom, The Centrepoint Hotel with a theme Colourful and creative!

After all the ups and downs during the practise, Alhamdulillah we were announced to be the 2nd place!

Alhamdulillah again, I've sacrificed so much of my money to pay the parking fees, my personal time until midnight just for the sake of practicing everyday concurrently in a week! Being scolded etc etc..... So this is the rewards! Yeay, Alhamdulillah... aren't we like a pricessess? haha indeed! :p

Photosession with the colleagues before the performance

 First place goes to KFC Giant

Second place goes to Rasamas

Third Place goes to KFC The Mall (If Im not mistaken)

Photo session with Management Team & Rasamas Airport & Kiulap

Next Week On Saturday Insyallah will be  

Royal Brunei Technical Services' 23rd Annual Dinner 

which will gona be held at The Rizqun International Hotel 

with the theme, Red Carpet and Glamorous! *bitting the nails* Red Carpet?? Glamorous??

hahaha Till then... :) Wait for the next post!!

Yours truly,

Mon Frere...

Salam Dear Loves,

Today Im gona update a lil about mon frere. I met him last Saturday when I was in Ministry of Finance (MOF). I dont actually have the intention to go to MOF @ TAP to request for my latest statement of account. I said to Amy that Im gona apply the PSTS scheme next year so I will request my updated statement next year (one of the requirement to apply for PSTS Scheme is Updated TAP statement of account). So for the mean time, "I can bring you to TAP for your own updated statement." I said to Amy.

Once we reached at MOF at TAP, I have just realised that I left my phone in the car. I have this strong feeling to go and get it. So I just left Amy alone as she was on the phone with her boss for some urgent matter! So I decided to just take it alone and I go straight to the basement!

After taking my phone, I go back up. The only way up and back to the basement is only by using the stairs, so as I walk through the stairs, I suddenly stopped and stare infront of this Man. My heart suddenly beatin' so fast that I couldnt barely breath! And I just realised that he was my eldest brother......

Speechless for a few second, then I greeted him with "Assalamualaikum Bang"... and he replied with a smile "Waalaikumsalam"... I am really not sure if he recognise me or not. I am totally not ready for all this unexpected moments. One thing that I regret was I didnt kiss his hand (I mean respect of a sister to her brother). So I just left, and when i go up I suddenly stopped when I saw his wife few steps back. Not quite sure if actually she didnt see me (With or Without intention) I just go up when I realised my brother was actually starring at me. My heart cant stop beating, as if you meet your prince charming or what soever! I have that kind of attitude of panicking when something unexpected just happened or pass by!

I just couldnt believe it til now that I met him unexpectedly. I am not sure if this is what you called faith? or coincidence? I leave it all to Allah s.w.t. I know he is working in this big building but i never will expect that I am gona meet him exactly at the stairs.. of all the places...... Maybe this strong feeling to get my phone in the car actually meant somethin' I believe this is faith!! :') :')

Then again, I just wish that 'one day' me and my family will get back together.. :') Dear all my siblings... If only you'd be able to read this... I really wish that we could be together and accept us for who we are regardless where we came from as we are still one family~ ~ Tho we have different mother, but still we have a same dad! 

My Heart has been longing and missing you guys~ When one day we be together, please forget all the past that had happened, Ayah has already passed away! We should unite together as brothers and sisters! :) 

Ya Allah, Hope everything happened will give us a good reasons... Amiin Insyallah~

This picture was a press release courtesy of Pelita Brunei

He was the representative for the launching of new currency note last August 2011.
He remind me of dad whenever I see him......... 

Yours Truly,

Salam. How are you guys? Been a while that I neglected this blog! Been busy all the time.. yesterday I have been receiving good new w/regards to my classes.

1. My next

 

Class 

starts this coming Friday, 4th November 2011, Weekly..

Yesterday Diyana of AF Brunei called me that this term they offer an intensive class for 26 weeks (Which I counted until April 2012 - for 40 hours). Indeed, it was a good news for me, without hesitate I just said yes, i'll join. But unfortunately payment was increased to $600 (due to increasing hours and intensive French Language Class). Payment term is as usual.

Initially, I am still considering whether to take or not to take it. But I just follow my heart, So I did take the class. The reason so is because the more I delay this class the higher chance I will tend to forget the study. I will need to just believe in myself for this. Hope everything will just be fine. Pray for me too guys... :)

2. Degree (Insyallah)

Second thing, yesterday morning I read BB, there was a news about the new scheme implemented and provided by HM through 'Dana Sumber Manusia' which they called it "Skim Pembangunan Keupayaan Sumber Tenaga Di Sektor Swasta (PSTS).

After knowing HM's Titah on this matter, I feel a relieve not only myself but every employees who has been working under private sector but at the same time have an intention to pursue their studies to higher level. To name it, Like Gold falling from the skies. Where opportunities keeps coming like a flowing water...

I would really like to thanks HM for giving us the chance to continue our studies but at the same time working. I am really greatful to be a Bruneians.

I will be applying this next year as I am currently still ongoing my Diploma course which is almost done! So literally, I will have to wait for my result as well as waiting for Letter of Offer from Cosmo for Degree Course.  As it is one of the requirement to apply this scheme.

I pray once again, Hope everything will go as per plan... Insyallah...

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Receiving this 2 super good news! I am very Happy... :)

Alhamdulillah....

And guess what?? I think I am super happy today too~ haha why? as I am focus typing this updates, I am receiving another happy news! And this makes me tremendously happy!! haha. But I wont tell you now... Let it be a surprise!! hehe

I just give you a clue, Insyallah I'll be meeting Puteri Duyung Soon!~ haha 

Breathe in and breathe out~ 

Till next time!

Yours Truly,

Love.

 

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People do change.. A change for Good is a 'must' to follow.  :)

Alhamdulillah.

Salam. Last Monday the Result was out... I was a lil bit too shocked to know the outcome.

It was almost 'Lunch Hour' that I have the instinct to call Mr. Reji, my lecturer. So, I did called him to ask if the result was already out or not. I am so fortunate that it was actually.

So, w/o wasting my time.. I asked him what did I get?? Innocently answering my question.. "You failed again" he said and I was terribly shocked! "you sure? AGAIN? Please dont lied to me sir!!" with my voice a lil bit dissapointed... Then he answered "I was just joking, you got 'A', and Thank You for getting an A for me. You should bring me food for it".

And I was speechless and suddenly the tears fall apart!... Without I wanting it to happened, I suddenly fall to the ground and my colleagues was a bit terrified with what had just happened. They thought I was receiving a bad news. I dont care what had just happened.. And at the end of the conversation, I directly said Thanks So Much to Mr Reji for my result..

My colleagues was still wondering.. what had happened. I said I got an A for my exam. They were shocked and said "You were crying because you got an A?" I simply said "Yes, I did" and they congratulate me for that.

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Alhamdulillah Ya Allah... Allah gave me another unexpected happiness... :) But yet I am still awaiting one more subject, my Management. I stucked with my management again. So the overall result was 1 A's, 4 B's and 2 C's. Alhamdulillah.......... Syukran ya Allah...........


Next I am looking forward for my Graduation Next Year! I just can't wait to wear a graduation robe.... :') And officially to be an International Diploma in Business Admin Holder.

Mr Reji informed me that I can skip my HNC and HND year and directly go pursue my degree at Cosmo. The first intake will be September 2012. Registration open in January 2012.. I was soo happy to hear that.... A great good news indeed! :)

Alhamdulillah... May Allah blessed all of us.

Never say never! Never give up... Keep moving though you move slow and steady but keep your consistency. InsyAllah Allah will give the way~

Lotsa Love,

Life must go on...

Assalamualaikum Wr Wb,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin to All my beloved families and friends who are somewhere out there in this world. This year of Hari Raya was well prepared. I have managed to cut my budget on an unnecessary spending. But to tell the truth I have 6 set of Hari Raya Baju. But luckily I get it done way before Hari Raya comes in, even before Ramadhan. This was so because of the lesson learnt last year where everything was last minute. I am just so happy about that improvement. The second thing was that, in terms of budget wise - if everything to pay in one go, all my salary will definitely broke down. LoL.

In terms of my study, I Have just finished my final subject last term. Im awaiting my result for this upcoming 16 days left. Last Monday, I met Mr. Reji with regards to my subject to be taken this term (September) as I decided to continue to my 2nd year. Time flew very fast, I dont realised that my 1st year has gone through. Been through the ups and downs. But so far, Alhamdulillah. Managed to study different interesting subjects. This term, ill be continuing my study to my second year which is International Advance Diploma (IAD) which is equivalent to Higher National Certificate (HNC) in Business Administration. I may take only one subject this semester because CCCT only offer 2 subjects which is Business Law(BL) & Quantitative Method(QM) this term. Unfortunately, The class for QM is on Friday from 3pm to 6pm which I will not be able to attend due to work commitment. My first class of the week was conducted yesterday - wednesday, 7th September 2011. Only 2 people attended the class, the rest was still missing! So Lucky ME! haha I can concentrate more on this very difficult yet interesting subject.. Law is out of my boundary. But somewhat I am starting to like it but I have catch up with Law Jargon starting from now! :D

Anyhoos, with regards to my French Class, AF called me yesterday about my class. She asked me either I want to continue this coming term or next term. As I think back, If I continue on the next term, I will tend to forgot the lesson, as French is not easy - it does required intensive study in order to understand the grammar, the verb to be, the verb to have, to familiarize more masculine and feminine word, etc.. etc.. InsyAllah, if time permits I decided to continue.

Talking about my activities this year, I have done so many things this year. I think it was my year Full of activities. From Work to my study. BRIDEX, my BA course, my french classes, business and rasamas. I think I am half way trough my dreams. But Distractions along the way doesn't bother me. People who just knew me this year may say... "Semua jua kau buat ani..., nda ko ngalih kah?" I have no specific answer to that. If I were to say I am tired, Yes I am tremendously tired! But My dream is still my dream, as long as I know how to handle everything, it should be fine right? Divide my time accordingly and spent my time wisely. People often underestimate me with what I have done. But it does not matter, as long as I still know who I am in this world and everything I do is for the sake of my family and myself.

I have so many things to achieve, While I'm still young and can effort to earn money, I will continue/pursue my studies no matter in what field I intend to do. Let me just tell you a bit of everything I've done:

1. Involved with BRIDEX - To gain more experience (to be out of my comfort zone)

2. Involved with Online business - To earn more income & to study how to manage business and finance matter.

3. Working with Rasamas - Initially before I was confirm my promotion as A.E to Deputy Chief Executive (aka P.A) and I did business, I work here because to earn more income as I decided to pursue my study. My school fees is way too expensive for me. Which therefore it make me do so. It has been one year plus working with rasamas and at one time I decided to resign but My boss told me to think twice. And finally I feel like continuing so I did.

4. French classes - To get additional knowledge. Tho some may underestimate me in this matter. I will still pursue it no matter what.

5. Last but not least my IADBA - This is the qualification that will determine my work in the future.

It's up to you to precepts me in everything I done. I just be my authentic self - it's my only opportunity, fully utilizing my youth, isn't this what the government wanted to see - an active youth who are independent and active. This is what I have been doing this year. So, I really need your pray and support. I will not disappoint all of you. InsyAllah..

Renungan bersama...

Tak selalu yg menarik tu baik,
Tak selalu yg hitam tu kotor,
Tak selalu yg berckp tu berani,
Tak selalu yg diam tu pengecut atau penakut....

Cuma kadang perlu jaga hati & perasaan org lain....

Dilemma.

Assalamualaikum Wr Wb.

Tak tahulah mengapa hati dan fikiran bercelaru pada ketika ini. September is so soon! My new Semester Term will start v.soon! I was thinking of quitting my Rasamas job. Because I really wanted to focus on my study. Next term ill be taking up my Higher National certificate (Which also equivalent to International Advance Diploma).

If I were to quit, I need money to pay my school fees and exam fees. Studying under private college is not easy. paying monthly fees of $450/month and exam fees 1 subject = $100. If i take 3 subject ill have to pay $300. In addition to that, M.o.E fees is $50. Added together of $350/SEMESTER TERM. (AND $450 every month).

People dont know how difficult it is to improve my standard of living. Studying and working at the same time. I work at Rasamas just to be paid $100/month and doing my side business earning profit by $300-400 per month. All of my money goes for my education, my brother's education and my mother's expenses, loans, etc. Intending to save money every month seems impossible for me. I am still fortunate that I am currently working with RBTS which literally reduces the burden.

But the problem now is how am I going to decide either to quit rasamas or not. The problem is I wanted to focus doing my assignments as I decided to take 3 module next semester. If I am still working with Rasamas, I would rarely have time to do the assignment. Whereas at the same time, I need money to pay all those expenses! Even a hundred counts!

Ya Allah.... aku bingung.... :s kalau saja aku mampu.... Namun aku bersyukur kerana Engkau telah memberikan ku jalan untuk bekerja di dua tempat, berbisnes dan belajar pada masa yang sama.. Akulah penanggung keluarga akulah juga penentu masa hadapanku.

Biarlah org mau berkata apa pada diri ini, yang penting pekerjaanku dan rezki yang kuberikan buat keluarga adalah suatu yang halal... InsyAllah.. 

Sharing some happy moment, I have just finished learning basic french at Alliance Fracaise de Brunei. Money earned, is also fully utilised for learning additional language too.

My writting today is to open your eyes. Not by mean of showing off, Who am I to show you off? I did everything with my own effort, Mind you that. I earned money in a Halal way, Never in my intention to get it in a wrong(Haram) way. I still stand on my Principe, to work sincerely and honestly. I know to define what is good and what is not.

May Allah gives us Hidayah more... amiin InsyAllah.

Jazakaullah hu Khoir. salam Ramadhan everyone =)

July Happenings...

Salam All,

Here I upload few happenings in my July 2011 for your updates!


BRIDEX 2011, Opening Ceremony






I'll upload more of this picture once I have time.
My visit to TU, Rimba - Meeting personally with the pilots :)


BRIDEX 2011 Welcoming Receptions



BRIDEX 2011 International Night


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French National Day, Vivre le France